Letting go

I received a call from my recovering son while he was at office saying that his boss wants him to accompany him to another state on a work related issue today. I saw two things happen to me. "What can be better than this on the work front for his rising?" While I expect(ed) him to outrightly take a positive decision and agree to go, my skeptical mind raised its ugly head yet again..  

Issue 4 Finance management


Whenever I open up to my sponsor, even if in bits and pieces, she fits the jigsaw of my mind in a jiffy. At other times, I think of her and my whole system is renewed to a baseline. She takes me in within myself in the fastest route and so she is my God of understanding on earth.  

It is not as much as learning to trust another as it is with respect to trusting my instinct and decisions with regard to financial matters.   


Assignment #4. Issue: Not having Consistent and Growing Income

It took me 22 years of my career to understand what is the inner need. I would have never identified my problem if not for my sponsor and I would have been trying to fix all other problems without understanding the main issue which was the cause for most of my other issues.