I was pretending to have a lot of money when I didn’t have even for my own expenses. I used to lend money when I was struggling. If I don’t help what will people think of me?
It took me 22 years of my career to understand what is the inner need. I would have never identified my problem if not for my sponsor and I would have been trying to fix all other problems without understanding the main issue which was the cause for most of my other issues.
The actions that I took based on my problem was actually nil. I was only lazing around doing nothing – Taking rest had become an addiction. I was used to watching movies so much that I used to watch every movie.
Underlying Decisions: Not having a consistent and growing income.
Two days ago, I was able to realize that I had no job hence all the issues. However, the biggest issue I have been facing all my life is that I don’t have a consistent and growing income.